What You Had You Will Miss

you lie, you cheat, you steal,
if it all happened to you, how would you feel?
you take her money and splurge,
what the hell give you the eurge,
to even emerge in our presents,
to face her how could you manage,
i took her to your girl house,
i will kill her if she disrespect her, out her mouth,
you hurt her with out a doubt,
its been 21 years and now she wants out,
the big house and nice car doesn't count,
its more to a relationship then money and nice things,
even if you have nothing,
do you know how much joy love brings?
you try to sugar coat my eyes with lies,
underneath this smile is sad and lonely cries,
you dont even know how to treat your own mother,
so what makes you think you can have respect for another?
All those years you abused my brother,
boy I tell you, to live is to suffer,
you are suppose to be her friend and lover,
and who did you disrespect?
My mother, this is preposterous,
its been for years, no stopping this,
and you can sit alone,
 what you had you will miss.

all women

yea you call me out my name,
you know what nigga,
that shit is lame,
in the long run,
you gonna know u fuckin wit the wrong one,
i am a women that stands tall,
aint no sorry ass nigga gonna make me fall,
i have all my rights,
yea its you i despite,
i'm the one thats not scared to fight,
i got the style that every bitch wonna bite,
when you have a question i’m that light,
when you have a ache i'm that pain,
i'm the rain drop, that drops on you window,
while it slowly drives you insane,
you make me this way,
so you really have nothin to say,
i have come relentless,
to those who have a problem with this,
i am all women,
so hear me call,
when i wonna reach a point,
its plain and simple i'm all women.
 

c.r.u.s.h

it might be lust,
but to see you i must,
we never fuss or cuss,
it's you i can really trust,
i will do anything just to feel your touch,
and your love, ohhhhh, it's to much,
and all i do is think about us,
we not together,
but friends forever,
our relation could never be better,
it may be a crush,
we love kiss and such,
we make love but never fuck,
i wish you were mine,
but you will be in due time
intil then lay back and sip some wine,
while we kiss,
and our tongues entwine,
it might be lust,
but it's  still my crush.
 

good-bye

you say you love me, you say you care,
you say all this, but you are never there,
i use to think our love is rare,
but now i think our love is bare,
i gave you space, i gave you time,
you only listen when our lip's entwine,
i love you dearly, but are you mine really?
 you never say nice thing's to me,
if i just go i wonder how things will be?
would you miss me?
well we will see how things will be,
because of all the years you hurt me,
now I’m gone and you're all alone,
i dont wonna talk, not even on the phone,
you cry and you ask me why,
but now its time to say good bye!
 

faces of death

i see faces of death in my head,
keep it calm and relax thats what you said,
i lie quietly in my bed, close my eye's,
and see black and red,
i cry in my dream's what look's good,
is not always what it seem now the sun beam’s and the bird’s chirp,
i get some coffee and I’m wide alert,
i look to my left, i see death, blood ,gut’s, and tears,
what i see? , forever fear i roll and flip ear to ear,
what i feel ,the end is near, my little brother creep’s in the room,
he say’s shhhhhh, behind him is the wooden broom,
he put broom straw in my nose, now my eye’s are no longer closed,
i look to my left death is gone, blood gut’s and tear’s has fled,
and now i jump up and got to pee, but before i pee,
i kicked my brother in the nee,
and said next time I’m sleep please let me be.
 

get out

the end is near, the end is here,
get out, and i anit gonna shead a tear,
all you do is come home, sit down,
and get a beer, i shall not fear,
yea take your shoe's and all your polo gear,
i cant take this shit, you come home late,
and expect a plate,
what tha fuck you think i am, yea you made a mistake,
when you go to work, all the bitches say you flirt,
fuckin wit me you will be six feet under the dirt,
i am not stupid, and i stay alert,
but i will cry no more, cause you out the door,
iuse to be sweet, but now i am hard core,
you was all i'm living for,
i am not gonna yell and shout,
nigga i said just get out.
 

to the end

your like a sister i never had,
we express our feeling when we're feeling sad,
never argued,
even though we get mad,
i'm there for you,
your there for me,
no other chic can see,
how our deep our friend ship can be,
we always talk real,
and you never left me out on the hill,
and when i wonna chill,
we chill,
i cant explain how you make me feel,
we so tight ,
for you i will kill,
between us the truth reveal,
we never speak the word's we share,
you know i'm right here,
me by your side you shall never fear,
don't shead a tear,
when tomorrow come,
i'll see you then,
but maesh,
you know i'm your friend to the end.
 

time indefinite

i look at you and my eye's glisten,
cause it's you i'm missing,
if we both pay attention to each other,
we will not have time for another,
we both keep it real,
sista and brotha,
no other race's,
we never argue on a regular bases,
when you go down you love to taste this,
french vanilla butter pecan is all my flavors,
you lick and lap all my spice and savors,
i molded you in to a man,
no other bitch will understand,
i love you forever,
and you will always be my man,
i message you with hot oil's,
as you go deeper into my soil,
making my nature boil,
i am on fire,
no one has ever took me higher,
i’ll do anything you desire,
if we ever part,
i wont know where to start or where to end,
in this relationship we're not just friends,
and i  cherish you forever my lover and friend,
as our lips entwined for the very last  time,
thats when i knew you would always be minearious.